I adore you. I think that we are an ideal couple. But i think you don't think that way. May be i think too much but i used to do that. I find you the most beautiful creature in my world. Long time ago you loved me but i've lost me happiness. It was in my hands and in my heart but i was so fool that i've lost it. Hope is my only hiding-place. You are my dream and even don't know that. You don't know because i'm not telling you about it. I'm not telling you about it cause i don't want to hurt you. I want you to be happy and you are happy now. If you are happy when i'm your friend so let it be like this. You deserve happiness. You deserve somebody better than me. You have bigger dreams, bigger abilities, bigger mind. Oh your beautiful mind. I love you my dear. May be you will become cold now. But i hope you will understand. I can control my feelings. I can control myself. My body straight but my heart is crazy. Please don't go away cause i don't have much time to be with you. Soon you'll leave this place and everything will get back to its usual stream. I want you to be my usual stream but it is not real. Let it be my dream.
P.S. I'm so miserable that i'm writing it here.